• It's all about a choice.

    I stay around no matter what, and you stick to the principles.

    No one is tired and no one should feel sorry or irritated.

    That's how it goes.

    I love you.


  • 2009.5.3 - [girasol]

    2009-05-04

    还有30天.

    Entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem.

    反正我不能不让他出去,未来的日子是他自己的,如果他真的要在那园子里出了什么事,这苦难也只好我来承担。

    春天是祭坛上空漂浮着的鸽子的哨音,夏天是冗长的蝉歌和杨树叶子哗啦啦地 对蝉歌的取笑,秋天是古殿檐头的风铃响,冬天是啄木鸟随意而空旷的啄木声。

    门打开的一瞬间,我似乎能想象到另一边的那只温暖有力...
  • Judge nobody, only yourself;or at least, remain silent.

    在许许多多的梦中,我梦呓着'不',往往是遭到了你各种形式的抛弃,带着毫不知情的盾牌.

    我愿意始终如一地告诉自己拥有你就是最大的幸福,但请别考验我太多,我不想一次又一次地跌回到原点.

    "在一堵坚硬的高墙和一只撞向它的蛋之间,我会永远站在蛋这一边。"

    I'll come and set you free....
  • 2月12日晚10点半.

    呕吐,苹果,咳嗽.

    嚼碎的苹果团在喉咙口,没有鸡蛋那样的恶心感觉,却是一种神奇的存在,不怎么丑.

    下午偷偷出了身汗买来了情人节礼物,劳累.

    Merienda时间,之前都没有上Q,她下来时才来得及发出:'晚间按摩二重奏下半场诚邀您的参加~'

    她满脸愠色,困意,粗暴得..

    眼皮无法睁开,却要看清楚她在腿上用发夹写出的'累?真的...
  • “有些东西忘了就不会痛苦/但也许忘记本身就是一种痛苦/有些事情逃避就不能面对/但也许逃避本身就是一种面对。”

    话语明明汹涌澎湃得不像真的一般,却又在胸中悄然沉淀了大半。最后好不容易说出口的,是简单至极的一句话。

    我知道|思念这庸俗的字眼|将如阳光下的黑影|我逃他追|我追他逃|一辈子

    生活中最原始的情形之一,就是捉迷藏的游戏。当你躲起来,别人在找你的时候,那是多么战战兢兢;被人发现时,虽然害怕,可又是多么美妙;而...
  • Starting from the title, I was quite moved today at dusk when Curly started crooning this 'Backpack' song. '你的背包,背到现在还没烂.' Many years later, I would still be able to remember this scene, and I've been imagining my sentiments swarming up that time, whic...
  • Desespere Peter - [black]

    2009-01-24

    I probably have forgotten what logically provoked it, but all of a sudden, I was holding the desperate cup of rum, or at least, half cup of rum and the other half water, in my hand, out on the couch near the stairway, at 12 by midnight. Trying at all c...
  • Eager to run

    2009-01-23

    During the PE class in the morning I kinda hurt my left knee when jumping like a fish for a save. Then I ran all the way out of the court for another save, which didn't actually get all the way above the net, but it was still worth it when Curly told m...
  • Bold and flowing - [black]

    2009-01-22

    I can't help admitting that the last blog has been kind of 'watery'. A vague retrospect brought up in the memory some unfamiliar terms foaming up in my favorite articles, which told little but meant much. They summed up those refined parts of my life, ...
  • Recently I've been loaded with weary exams, out-of-province salida and homework, and failed to remember this place which awaits sweeping. Let's catch on.

    Last Friday the gramma class was drawn to an end with a fairly lengthy paper. In abou...
  • Surprise - [lamp]

    2009-01-16

    I thought I was fairly blunt with the word 'surprise', at least I have never tasted the bit of sweetness hiding in it as much as others do. However at noon when Daniel said that he'd rather stay in the room than going with us for the salida to the Pala...
  • Esperanza de esperar - [musique]

    2009-01-15

    In the PILE class this morning we listened to a song by Silvio Rodriguez, under the objective of practising the usage of subjunctive mood. It's called 'Ojala', in English 'I wish'. The lyrics are about a man who wants to wipe out a woman who he had dee...
  • The whole dizzy paperwork done last night finally passed out of my mind, and I encouraged myself with another night's sleep without any tiring dreams. When I met Curly as usual for the first time today at the matutino, I suddenly felt that I could play...
  • 1-year anniversary - [girasol]

    2009-01-13

    Yesterday time failed me, or better to say, I forgot to check it up here. I seemed to have got back to that frustrating situation: walk all day long with a gloomy mood, and feel weak back in the dorm. No sudden inspiration, no desire for a break, no in...